Pain throws your heart to the ground, love turns the whole thing around,

Pain throws your heart to the ground, love turns the whole thing around,
No it won't all go the way it should, but I know the heart of life is good.

Friday, February 4, 2011

NEW BLOG



I may not be around anymore.

My new blog is Stealing Memories. Enjoy.

Monday, January 31, 2011

Starting pretty soon, I'll be posting the url to my new blog. I won't be posting much on Random Ramblings anymore, if ever, so this new wordpress is where I will be found in the future.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Oh my gosh, I want the ocean in the summertime!



I want to put it in my pocket and carry it with me all throughout winter.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Random memories from last semester, courtesy of Nathan Sisson and others... mostly Nathan.

I really like this one for some reason.

This one is my fave. I love it.

Fishes.

This is our Mary Kate and Ashley pose, and I feel like it's pretty accurate.

That danged photobombing Drew! >:O

Don't ask me why we're leaning; I know not. JoHannah is doing a fine job of holding us up, though.

With Bobby and Drew.

Oh, yes.

Shakespeare at the park! Oh, the hysteria. I felt like Mrs. Bennet on the inside on more than one occasion on account of Shakespeare and his lovable nonsense.

"TyTy". One of my favourite boys.

My sweet JoHannah.

I love her. She makes me laugh, too. That's icing on the love cake, isn't it?

Cue college pose:
Christmas Banquet version2!
:D

I love my girls. <3
JohnDal. Him with a camera is always going to be part of my Verity memories.

HIGH FIVE! And THAT'S how we have mixed gender fun, people.

BOOOOOOWLING.

Aw!!! It's Chuckers and Steven! I loves thems.

Playing games at the local root beer joint. :)

I was telling an awkward "I fell down in my wet bathroom like an old broken-hipped lady" story. Don't laugh at me.

I mainly love this one because Sarah has blue teeth.

Roommates!
Our Monty Python skit for Harvest Fest.

Sarah's annual nice car in the parking lot birthday picture.
Sarah!
Yeah, so this is probably the scariest picture of me that I've ever seen. I look like I'm made of wax and out to kill someone. But I had to put it up.
Shakespeare outside! Good memories :)
Pajama pants made the memories even better for me, personally.
Medieval photoshoot. Interesting day. I do so love that horse, though.
Beautiful horse.
Pig nose!


And there we are, folks. My class, my friends, my people. My family in God. I love all of them so much. Dang, I'm about to make myself cry. I can't believe we'll all be saying goodbye in May.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Another rant, despite the fact that I myself am peculiarly succeptable to technology.


I'm at one of those points in my life where I am angry, and frustrated. I feel so tired and hopeless with the state of the world. This is so idiotic to feel this way, because I contribute as much as anyone to the stupidity floating around with the rest of the pollution, but I still have this sadness I can't seem to suppress or explain away.

I want life to be more meaningful. That also sounds idiotic coming from a Christian, because we're supposed to have all meaning to life, and we do. Jesus fulfills every bit of longing that we are plagued with if we only reach out to Him and accept the meaning. However, I grow so tired of the complicated, technological, artificial, shallow, short lived, meaningless habits and practices that we go through. I'm sick and tired of my computer, and I'm ready to put it under my bed forever. I'm sick and tired of my cell phone, and I want to throw it out my window and let the snow eat it. I'm sick and tired of my college work, because it isn't teaching me much of anything and I want to grasp learning and use it in my life. I'm sick and tired of all of the tech. I'm sick and tired of the speed of life, of the complicated easiness that has been a poor excuse for replacing simplicity.

I want to be a hobbit in the Shire, or an elf in Rivendell. I really do.

I'm tired of people getting sick because we don't garden anymore, or they just don't get outside enough. I'm tired of living off of caffeine. I'm tired of typing instead of writing. I'm tired of watching instead of reading. I'm tired of listening instead of sitting in silence. I'm tired of things not being simpler.

Don't get me wrong. I understand that simplicity is more than just those things. I also understand that the first step to making this dream of mine come true would be to actually get off of my own computer more, stop talking on the phone so much, take more time to sit in silence, relax, read more classics, light more candles and stop complaining. I understand that this is something more or less easily attained in my own life, if I only set my mind to it, and I honestly do plan on doing better. I guess I just want everyone in my life to just stop the rush, stop the technology dependence, stop the complications, and just breath in and relax. Drink in God and His nature. Drink in life, because there is more to it than just google, wikipedia, the latest app, and so many other things that just make me want to just hole myself up in my room and read a George MacDonald book.

Yes, this is a rant. Yes, I am a pot seeing the splinter in the kettle's black eye. Sometimes, however, I need to write down my feelings in order to truly understand how to deal with them. I think a technology fast may be in order soon.